Survivor

Thank you for everyone's wonderful kindness and endless support. I am fine, slowly getting over this little hiccup. The night of my firing I could not sleep. I just kept replaying the scenario in my mind, thinking of things I should have said. Then if I managed to drift off I dreamt of the stupid thing, with subtle variations, like I go back into work and this new hygienist is there and she has moved around all of MY things, in MY room with MY patients. So on and so forth, until my alarm went off at 6:00am.

Then yesterday as I was going about my hygiene duties at my other only office I of course lapsed into my little world and it continued to occupy my thoughts. I stopped by my old office to pick up some instruments and said good bye to one of the girls. It was weird, I came in the front door instead of letting myself in the back, I felt awkward, like I already didn't belong. I had her grab my things since I didn't feel comfortable walking in the back like I used to. We chatted briefly of the recent happenings and I left.

My plan is to stay at Dr. Dickerson's office working Mondays and Wednesdays. I will then temp around the east valley on Tuesday and Thursdays, I anticipate it taking at least a week to get me into the temp agency's rotation and then I hopefully will be kept relatively busy on those days. No strings attached to another office, get paid for each day I work and I get to keep my Fridays. All is well.

In the meantime, I am working on consistent exercise, (already dressed for a run after I post), I am having some fun learning photoshop and making a new website for my recipes. I find that I am the only one that consistently contributes to the Smorgasbord and I want more flexibility than what blogger offers in terms of photos, etc. Stay tuned, I am looking for more interaction with you readers in the recipes, feedback and whatnot.

Survivor: My Theme Song? and the first song on my mp3 that I run to, ♥ the beat. Appropriate?